Comprador
I think I've always felt that way and never really knew what it was until I discovered all of this while doom scrolling on my main account. I'm older than most subs that I've seen on here...almost 40. Growing up I found myself in the "Friendzone" a lot. Rejected romantically and s**ually but still kept around as that best friend and the hope that one day things might go further.
Eventually I joined the military and left. I have had some good vanilla relationships but I still always felt that desire to want what I can't have. Like I got wired to think that way.
Then I discover all this and I feel more drawn to it than anything. The idea of meeting the ideal woman and instead of trying to making it something more I accept that the best place for me is beneath her as a sub. There I could spoil her and cater to her and she would not have to feel bad about talking about her s** life.
And now I find myself drawn to the female domination/kink aspect too, to include financial domination.
I think it is time i started to explore it all and see what happens. I'm new when it comes to kinks but I am open minded! And I am now familiar with the concept of tributing and would be open to sending if we both thought there was potential.