I have to be honest with myself. I have been a beta loser for a very long time. I was bullied at school by the popular girls and the strong boys. Since then, I have very low self esteem and am not confident when talking to women. I am too scared to message any woman, just in case I a get response that is telling me off.
I am a very much a loner, and have accepted that I will never be able to have sex with a woman. The easiest way for me to get close to a woman, is by purchasing items that they have worn. I love the odour of a woman. I have lots of used bra and knickers in my cupboard drawers. I admire real men too and have drunk the cum from a used condom on many occasions
I also love tasting breast milk direct from a baby bottle, or baked into cookies or cakes.
If humiliating myself in front of a beautiful woman entertains them, then that is what I will do
United Kingdom
