TheGreatBillyOnions
in my youth i was very introverted and socially awkward, i led a very isolated existence growing up, and i didn't lose my virginity until i was 24! 😮 i think looking back, women just assumed i was gay, and i was curious but too immersed in porn to care. i was already an enthusiastic regular at live peep shows too.. 🤪 🙈
but then a friend jumped my bones at a party, and we were together for a while. the sex was fun at first, but quickly became meh. it started to feel like something i had to do to prove i loved her and i began to dread it. so, we parted and i put all my sexual energy into wanking.. 😏
i often think of hiring an escort so i can watch her strip and squeeze her and have her jerk me off with her hands without having to perform penetrative sex.. 🤪 🧐 it's on the bucket list! 🤣
but i'm basically a voyeur. when i watch porn i like to see the hard action, but then i go back to the bit at the beginning when she's smiling and stripping. i think it turns me on because i know what's about to happen, but when i cum i'm just admiring their beauty.. 😋 xx