Loser

I don't reply to template or ad-like messages anymore due to an overwhelming amount, especially from un-verified sellers

+ I highly prefer
Not politically correct superiors who judges me for what I like
Superior beings who aren't afraid of judging me for being a desperate depressed and low self-esteemed nobody who will die alone with no one showing up at the funeral

Also prefering
fully clothed women (nothing religious) it's just that I know my place, I am not meant to see you naked, my previous owner had my crawling naked around with my dog collar on, seeing you naked or barely naked will messes with my head because I will never be equal to anyone, but if we look alike my head tries to compare it.

+ Also Highly prefer
no acting like you are mean only to turn into a caring and sweet seller after your payment. For me that is like acting like a character, also not into being called love or sweetie, and last but not least, not looking for love/ flirting because I know my place




Haven’t had an owner over me for a while, which have resulted in me loosening my collar and have been eating things she wouldn’t like. Therefore, am I looking for a superior to train me back into the shape my previous owner wanted me to be. This includes starvation and dog food training.


Background:
I lived in her apartment for 3,5 years had no room, owned nothing, just slept on the floor naked, each day ate dog food, it was those brown cereal-like ones you can find in any supermarket, she just got the cheapest ones for me cause she knew I wasn’t worth anything. I wore my dog collar which is bought in a real pet store, not a fetish store, I still wear my dog collar at all times at home. This wasn’t a role play for us, we didn’t jump in and out of characters, it was real. My real personality is very submissive when being under the right superior. My daily tasks were to wake up before her to make her breakfast, we didn’t have a dishwasher, so I was her dishwasher, after the dishes were cleaned, I would have to wait for her to wake up, and then bring in her breakfast on her bed on a bedtable. I then turn on the TV if she wanted, or if she just wanted to look on her phone while eating, I would just sit bowing with my head in the floor waiting her to finish or give me a new order. We weren’t a couple, love or flirting had never been a thing, she overtook me from the owner before her, so our relationship was only about me serving her, real slavery. I loved to listen to her eat up on the bed, while I was down on the floor starving from yesterday, the hierarchy was so impactful. Once she had had her breakfast I could clean her dishes and bow down and wait for the next order. She was an animator, so she could get up from bed when she wanted to in the morning, sadly I didn’t have the skills to animate on her drawing tablet to do the work for her, so I just had to sit on the floor bowing and wait for her in the morning, taking it in her tempo to get up. She then got into her clothes, and went on her computer, not to work immediately but to browse around. I could then crawl into her room and lay down before her feet, and sometimes she even used me as her footstool. I knew my place was under her feet, and she knew I knew my place. I loved being at her feet, serving her, and Really committing myself to her.

The goal for me is to eat dog food permanently, no exceptions, if I get ill, I would never blame others than myself, it is me that wants to fulfill my previous owner’s goal.
My problem is not dry food, but wet food, that cheap container dog food, because it tastes so bad

Preferably ID verified profiles. If you are fully clothed and don’t have any naked or barely naked pictures, I am way more likely to submit to you, as every woman is a potential owner, so I don’t want to see my owner naked. In my eyes, I see that if both the slave and superior is naked, they are more on the same level, not fully on the same, but closer, since clothes gives identity and personality slaves gets stripped from clothes, some slaves even get shaved bald to remove their identity, to make them not feel like a human. If you read all the way down here you are awesome, if you consider messaging me add the line tighten your collar slave) for better chances of me submitting to you. Besides the dog food and starvation training, I also love to do laundry, clean dirty dishes, vacuum, and especially eat the nasty stuff inside the vacuum cleaner bag, and drink dirty carpet cleaner water, smell dirty socks, lick dirty shoes and boots clean.


Can only pay through Paypal, since cashapp, venmo and the rest isn’t available in my country