SmolOne_2in_beta

Formerly fit and arrogant wanna be Alpha male throughout my twenties and most of my thirties. I've learned my place as a weak willed, physically inferior white Beta boy.

Over time I have been cucked hard in 2 separate relationships and friend-zoned more times then I care to remember.

1: A gorgeously tall brunette booty queen that always had me shook and at attention with her expanding curves.

2: A sultry slim blonde sporting firm enhanced tits with tendencies for BBC which I could never hope to compete with.

Both Queens as it turned out wore way out of my league due to my inadequate shortcomings as a white simp beta male despite my best efforts and regularly drained wallet.

I always thought of myself as at least average only to have it confirmed by numerous gorgeous women time and time again over the years that I was in-fact sporting a "smol-one". My once privileged ego shattered and delusional self confidence ruined (currently measured in at request of a rather amused online femdom at barely 2" hard on a good day) fml 🤏😓😩

These days I'm overly nervous and severally anxious around superior assertive Queens 👑 and confident well hung Alpha men 💪. My once false confidence replaced with desperate obedience.

My anxiety around women coupled with excessive masturbation has led to my worsening ED condition.

Hoping to be fortunate enough to get back into a relationship of servitude as its been way to long. I am happy to serve as a Beta and be cucked.